TITLE: Avocado Leaf, Tangerine, Cherry Red TAGS: fiction, quilts, textiles, gee’s bend

The first part of this post is fiction. The buyer, the office and the yield sheet are made up. The order, the colors, the cooperative and the quilts described at the end are real, and the sources are in the note after the story.

The Order #

The swatch card came from Alabama in a flat box. Corduroy squares were stapled in a column down a stiff white card, and each one had a color name typed under it. The names had been chosen in Chicago, not Alabama: gold, avocado leaf, tangerine, cherry red.

The buyer ran a thumbnail across the wale of each one. The gold was fine and so was the avocado. The tangerine was a little brown, but in the catalog photograph it would sit next to a burnt-orange sofa, so nobody would notice. The cherry red was too blue. The buyer wrote hold to standard in the margin. That was not quite a rejection. It meant: we noticed, and we will notice again.

Next came the yield sheet, which was the part of the job the buyer liked best. A pillow cover is a pattern laid on a bolt, and a bolt is a rectangle of known width. Lay the pattern out cleanly, keep the pile running in one direction so the color doesn’t shift between the front and the back, and the arithmetic tells you how many covers each bolt produces and how much cloth goes nowhere. This order came to about eleven percent waste. That was respectable. The buyer had seen twenty.

Eleven percent was a line on the sheet with a number beside it and nothing after the number. In the buyer’s experience, offcuts went into a bin, and the bin went to a rag dealer who paid by the pound, if anyone bothered to call one. Corduroy cut on the bias would fray, so the scraps were no good for anything but stuffing. They were narrow strips from along the selvage and the gaps between pattern pieces, in four colors that would date badly. The buyer was quietly sure of that last point and kept it to themself.

The supplier was a cooperative. The paperwork said so, and someone in the office had said it was a civil rights thing. The buyer’s concern was whether they could meet the volume. The samples said they could. The seams were straight, the corners were square, and the zipper plackets lay flat. Whoever was on the sewing machines in Alabama was better than the factory in Georgia that had lost the account.

The buyer signed the order, stapled the yield sheet to the back, and filed it. The eleven percent went into the cabinet as a number.

Nothing in that file says what became of the cloth itself.

What is real #

The Freedom Quilting Bee was a sewing cooperative in Wilcox County, Alabama, near Gee’s Bend, formally organized in March 1966. Its early quilts sold at auctions in New York, and its work later appeared in Vogue and in a Bloomingdale’s promotion. In 1972 it took a Sears contract for corduroy pillow covers, in colors listed as “gold,” “avocado leaf,” “tangerine” and “cherry red.” According to the Souls Grown Deep Foundation, the work was divided into factory-style steps to raise daily output. Workers took the leftover corduroy home, gave it to friends and family, or bundled it for sale inside the community. Corduroy is stiff and frays when cut on the diagonal, so the quilts made from it lean toward large forms cut at right angles. The Bee closed in 2012.

One of the women who worked there was Qunnie Pettway (1943–2010). Her mother, Candis Pettway, taught her to quilt. She learned the classic patterns at Estelle Witherspoon’s house, where up to twenty women quilted together, and she passed the skill on to her daughter, Loretta Pettway Bennett. Her favorite method was something called a “Crazy Z,” made from the Bee’s corduroy. Her “Bricklayer” variation from 1975 is 83 by 74 inches, built from narrow corduroy strips in stepped diagonals, and it is now at the New Orleans Museum of Art. Her “Housetop” from about 1975 is a set of concentric squares in a pale peach and a true red, with flickers of green, cerise and yellow in the binding. Late in her life, diabetes took much of her eyesight, and she kept quilting in simpler patterns.

Why the buyer and not the quilter #

Two choices in this post can be argued with, and I want to explain both.

The first is that I wrote the story from Chicago and not from Alberta. The obvious version of this story belongs to the woman carrying a bundle of strips home. I didn’t write it because I would have had to make her up. Pettway was a real person who died sixteen years ago. I couldn’t find a single sentence of hers in the sources I read, and I wasn’t willing to supply her thoughts. The buyer is invented all the way through, so I’m free to imagine them. I think this blind spot is the more honest place to stand: the person whose arithmetic produced the strips, and who had no way of seeing what they became.

The second choice is a claim. The word museums and the foundation use for this material is “discards.” The Bricklayer description says the quilt is built from “corduroy discards from the Freedom Quilting Bee.” I think “discards” is the buyer’s word. It is accurate from inside the yield sheet, where the strips were the part of the bolt that didn’t become product. It is not accurate from inside the community the same sources describe, where the strips were taken home, given away and sold in bundles. Material that people sell to each other has not been discarded. It has a price and a second market. The caption keeps the factory’s accounting even while it celebrates what the factory never imagined.

I could be wrong about this in at least two ways. “Discards” may be the word the quilters themselves used, and if so, my objection is an outsider tidying up their language. I haven’t found anything showing how Pettway or her neighbors talked about the scraps. Some readers may also hear “discards” as praise: it stresses that something extraordinary was made from what others threw away, which is a true and old story about Gee’s Bend. I don’t think that rescues the word, though. It makes Sears the measure of what counted as waste, and the right-angle strips in the Bricklayer quilt suggest the women in Alberta had already decided otherwise.

I don’t know how the Sears covers were actually laid out on the bolt. The narrow, regular strips in Pettway’s quilt make me suspect the cutting pattern decided their width. If so, a pattern drawn somewhere in an office set one dimension of a quilt now hanging in New Orleans, and every other choice in it was hers. That is speculation, and I’m labeling it as speculation. The pillow covers themselves sold, wore out and were thrown away, as far as I can tell. The scraps from the order are what’s hanging in a museum today.

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The real 1979 Fischer-Grand Prix, played at the Wiener Stadthalle that October, ended with Bob Hewitt and Frew McMillan beating Brian Gottfried and Raúl Ramírez in the doubles final, 6–4, 3–6, 6–1 (Wikipedia). The defending champions, Víctor Pecci and Balázs Taróczy, didn’t defend. None of what follows happened. The draw, the hall, the month are real; the players below are not, and I’ve kept them clear of anyone who actually walked onto that court.

Károly had been in Vienna four days before he learned his partner’s name was pronounced differently than it was spelled. Gerrit, not Gerrit — the hard G softened into something closer to Herrit, a sound the Dutch kept for themselves. He got it wrong twice at the players’ desk before a linesman corrected him, not unkindly, the way you’d correct a man about to stand two feet from you for a week.

That was the thing about doubles nobody warned you about when you were still playing singles and dreaming of someday not playing singles. You picked a stranger, or were assigned one, and for the length of a tournament you gave him your back. Literally — at the net, half the points, your partner was behind you, and the only thing stopping a ball from hitting you in the skull was his sense of when to say mine and when to say nothing at all.

They had met twice before Vienna. Once at a tournament desk in Basel, where Gerrit had asked to borrow a string gauge and returned it with the grip tape still peeled half off, which Károly had noted and said nothing about. Once in a hotel bar in Stockholm, where they had split a bottle of beer each and talked about nothing — weather, the surface, whether the balls here were fast or just felt fast because the hall was cold.

Four days in Vienna and Károly still didn’t know if Gerrit liked him. It didn’t matter. Liking wasn’t the currency.

What mattered was the first Tuesday, first round, second set, when Gottfried — not the real Gottfried, a fiction wearing his shoes for an afternoon — hit a lob that climbed into the lights of the Stadthalle and seemed to hang there, genuinely hang, the way lobs only do in indoor halls where there’s no wind to tell them otherwise. Károly was at the net. He had a half-second to decide whether to go back for it or trust the man eight feet behind him to take it on the bounce.

He stayed. He trusted. Gerrit took it on the rise, a half-volley struck flat and furious down the alley, and it landed inside the line by a hand’s width.

Nobody in the stands understood what had just happened. To them it was a point, scored, forgotten by the next point. But Károly understood that he had just handed his partner a decision that could have ended with a ball in his own back, and that Gerrit had made the only decision that mattered, which was to be exactly where he said he’d be.

They lost in the quarterfinals, in three sets, to a pair who returned serve better than either of them had anticippated — a word Károly had never spelled right and never would. It didn’t matter. The scoreline went into a record somewhere and would be looked up, eventually, by no one.

What stayed with Károly, driving back through the Vienna Woods in a rented car with Gerrit asleep against the window, was smaller than the match. It was the half-second at the net. It was the fact that trust between two men who had split exactly two beers and shared one string gauge was not a feeling — it was a protocol, built in real time, tested under lights, and either it held or it put a ball in your skull.

He thought about Pecci and Taróczy, the pair who’d won the thing the year before and hadn’t bothered to come back and defend it. He wondered what had happened between them — whether they’d simply moved on to other partners, the way doubles players did, shuffled like cards into new hands every season, or whether something had broken, some half-second at some net in some other hall where one of them hadn’t been where he said he’d be.

You never heard about that part. The record kept the score and dropped the trust. Six-four, three-six, six-one told you who won. It didn’t tell you that for one week in October, in a cold hall in Vienna, two men who barely knew each other’s names had turned their backs on each other, over and over, on purpose, and it had worked.

Gerrit woke up outside Melk and asked if they were close. Károly said not yet. They didn’t talk again until the hotel, and that was fine. That was the other half of the protocol — knowing when trust didn’t need confirming out loud.

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The wire to Viivikonna #

The dispatcher in Narva had thirty-three colleagues and thirty-five thousand customers, which worked out to about a thousand each if you divided it the lazy way. Toomas divided it the other way. He had one customer, and she lived at the end of a nine-kilometre spur through pine scrub to a village that the map still printed in the same weight of type as everywhere else.

“It’s the third time this month,” he said.

“It’s the third time this month because the trees don’t know the village is empty,” said the woman on the radio. She was somewhere past Sirgala, in a bucket truck, in October, in rain. “You want me to tell the trees?”

“I want you to tell me how long.”

“Two hours. Maybe three if the pole’s gone soft.”

Toomas opened the file on the spur. The file was mostly a list of dates on which the spur had failed and been fixed. There was no column for why it existed. He knew why it existed: in 1946 a few thousand people had lived out there and gone down into the shale, and the wire had followed the people, and then the people had gone and nobody had ever written the ticket to take the wire back. The village had even stopped belonging to the city it used to be an exclave of. Someone in a ministry had redrawn a boundary in 2017 and Viivikonna had been handed, along with its forty or fifty remaining residents and its nine kilometres of copper, to a seaside municipality that had never asked for it.

“How many houses still lit out there?” the linesman asked.

“Officially nine meters. Four of them register anything.”

“Four.”

“Four.”

There was a sound on the radio that might have been laughing or might have been the wind in the bucket. “I’m going to spend my afternoon in a tree for four refrigerators.”

“You’re going to spend your afternoon in a tree because the law doesn’t have a word for a customer you’re allowed to stop serving.”

She was quiet for a bit. Then: “There’s a woman there, the one in the block with the roof. She came out last time with coffee. She told me her son wants her in Jõhvi. She said no because of the garden.”

“Did you tell her about the garden’s electricity bill?”

“I told her the coffee was good.” The bucket motor whined. “Dispatch, I’ve got it. Branch across two phases, insulator cracked. Give me the section dead.”

Toomas gave her the section dead. It took eleven seconds and affected four refrigerators, and in some other accounting it affected nothing at all, and he had been doing this long enough to know that the two accountings never reconcile and that his whole job was the space between them.

While he waited, he thought about the new owners. An infrastructure fund had bought the company off the shale group a couple of winters back, and funds are good at arithmetic. Somewhere in a spreadsheet the Viivikonna spur had a line of its own: maintenance cost per customer, an outlier so far from the cluster that you would assume a typo. He had an answer ready for the day someone asked. He had been rehearsing it for a year.

The answer was: the wire is not a service, it is an option. As long as it stands, the village can be reoccupied by anyone who wants it, next year or in forty years, for the price of moving in. The day you take it down, the cost of coming back stops being a moving van and becomes a capital project, and capital projects require someone to believe in the future of Viivikonna, and nobody will ever believe in the future of Viivikonna in the abstract. People only believe in places they can already live in. The wire is the only thing standing between “declining” and “finished,” and it costs about as much as one engineer’s salary.

He had never said it out loud. He suspected that when he did, somebody with a better suit would say: that’s a very expensive call option on a place with fifty people, and we are a distribution business, not a land bank, and if the state wants the option it can buy the option. And the irritating thing, the thing Toomas chewed on during night shifts, was that the man in the suit would be at least half right.

The radio clicked. “Dispatch, clear. Energise.”

He energised it. Four refrigerators in a ghost town resumed their small work of keeping food cold against nobody’s expectation.

After #

Here is what’s real. VKG Elektrivõrgud is Estonia’s second-largest electricity distributor, behind Elektrilevi, with about 35,000 customers, 262 GWh of annual sales, roughly 34 employees, and a service area covering Narva, Narva-Jõesuu, Sillamäe, Vaivara, and the Viivikonna district, per its Wikipedia entry. It was owned by the oil-shale company Viru Keemia Grupp from 2006 until January 2024, when BaltCap’s infrastructure fund bought it. Viivikonna was a central Estonian mining town and is now listed as a near-abandoned village of about fifty people, reassigned from Kohtla-Järve to Narva-Jõesuu in the 2017 administrative reform.

What I don’t know is the part the story is built on: whether the Viivikonna spur is nine kilometres or two, whether it fails often, whether it’s overhead or buried, whether it’s even still live. I invented all of that. I also don’t know Estonian law on obligations to connect. So treat the fiction as fiction.

The argument underneath it I’ll defend as mine. I think the live wire is worth more than its maintenance cost, and not for sentimental reasons. A standing distribution line is cheap optionality on a place; removing it converts a reversible decline into an irreversible one, and the conversion happens quietly, as a line item. You can disagree. The honest counter is that fifty people deserve a real answer about their own future more than they deserve to be the justification for a wire, and that money spent keeping a dead village technically habitable is money not spent helping anyone move.

I don’t think I’d win that argument cleanly. I’d still rather be the one arguing to leave it standing.

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